As this class comes to a close, I’m finally beginning to understand what TV news can do. What it should do. And this week in class our discussions about ethics have me doing two things— 1.) starting to consider stakeholders besides the viewers and the people you’re telling stories about, and 2.) questioning whether or not I can get where I need to be emotionally to be a television reporter.
1.) In class, we discussed a situation where you as a photographer have exclusive video, but it’s of a man finding his son and two of his friends tragically dead in the trunk of a car. You also have video of the discovery’s aftermath— but so do all the other stations. We had to decide what to show, and to think not only about the child and his father and his family— but about the viewers, the entire community, the station, your stockholders… and to be honest, it wasn’t an easy decision for me, personally, at all. On one hand, lots of people were at the discovery, so sharing that video is in a way allowing viewers to “stand in,”— but on the other, the sheer expression of grief and horror on the father’s face is, in a sense, more graphic than if you were actually to show the body. You are the only ones with exclusive video, so this would give you a leg up on the competition, but the community might not even appreciate you sharing the video. There’s no easy answer (well, obviously). But that leads me into my next thought…
2.) I am an incredibly emotional person. I connect incredibly easy with most people, and anything can affect my emotions. Easily. I can conceal my emotions if I choose to- I’m not real into crying publicly or showing anger- but I always feel them. Deeply. And I wonder if perhaps this is a worse bias than having a strong political leaning- as if I’d identify too strongly with a survivor or victim or criminal or subject of an interview to be objective……or if it helps— if connecting means caring, and caring means putting out a better story. I think it can be a combination of both…but I also think that I need to be very, very careful as I begin my career.
Before this class, I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do television reporting. I figured I’d try it out. But things I’ve learned and watched and done this semester have convinced me. The sheer power, effects, and potential of TV news to make a difference is inspiring….and though I still have so, so much to learn, I know that I want to do this.
But I know that there are some things I won’t do to make it. In class, Greeley talked about how his station in Memphis was “the gentlemanly” station- that they didn’t get in people’s faces or show bodies on TV. That is the kind of station I need to work at. Television stations don’t exist independently of the community; they’re a part of it. And viewers need to trust the station, and know that it cares about them.
I will be persistent. I will be honest. I will be thorough. But I will never do something for a story that will make it so I can’t sleep at night. And I think I’ll always be sensitive and emotional about the subjects and the people I’m covering- but I need to use that quality in a way that’s positive and professional- that will better each story, and do something for the viewers, the community, the station, the subject, and the stockholders.